It’s been ageeees… and I’m still overwhelmed with my own mind and self. I guess since 2019-ish, I am in a meltdown, dealing with this mental demon, and have been in my worst times ever. Recently the meltdown already gone, but the pain is still there and it’s still exhausting as well. Don’t know how to explain this but I still feel a ‘little hell’ still going on. My apologize to all of you.
And seriously I need to write happy things on my blog more often. (This is why I pay the siteeeeee aaa)
From the meds.
And sleepy.
Nothing too worried about. Just floating. That happiness.
Outbreak or not, I’m mostly spending my life staying at home. A tiny mansion in the heart of Tokyo that have a very beautiful scenery of Fuji-san. Gorgeoussssss.
Oh yeah I woke up to that everyday (insert cool emoji here).
My only ‘friend’ is mostly this blog, Youtube, and Netflix (without chill). Sometimes the Amazon Prime if I can’t find a good horror movies (for some reason, Amazon Prime has lots of horror movies yehahahaha).
Give me a good movie, I will not hesitate to watch it.
